Do you suffer from decision paralyzation, too?
I was having some Deep Shower Thoughts this morning and was realizing that a good part of what holds me in place is the fact that, despite my desire to be all things to all people, I am crushed beneath the knowledge that I never can be. Hence I never start, and never try because of the certain knowledge of failure. Good intentions are all very well, but until we’re able to hop down from the pedestal that we imagine we are on to other people, we won’t ever be able to truly relate to anyone.
When it comes down to it, I would rather relate than instruct. Yet my brain tells me if I can’t instruct, I’m worthless as a writer. My heart tells me to connect, because my worth is intrinsic.
I’m following my heart in this.
(boy, does that feel weird to say! 😆)